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You know, Everyday I sketch, an everyday I look down at it in a slight confusion. I don't know if I am really getting better in this past month. It makes me sad, to be honest. Sorta like I wasted my childhood on, well... Video games. There are so many artists here that are much younger than me; Like sixteen and seventeen, and they already have so much more talent. I'm almost nineteen, and still am sitting where I am. It really brings me down, I have to admit. Of course I'll get better, and I'll be good one day; But at that point, I dunno. I feel I'll be still left behind and in the dust with the main stream skill level. The level that makes you not just good, but great, you know?
I mean, sure. Some people will say, "I can't even draw what you do, STFU!" but still. I've been left in the dust in almost everything I do by friends, and even with art I am. I don't wanna be just as good as my friends; I wanna be 'Great', to where my ma won't just say, "Oh, nice" and I can make those really close to me sorta, well, proud or excited to see my art. Something I could do that'd make me more so unique. I can't say I really am to many of my friends, and I'd mean a lot if I could.
I guess this could sorta be seen as something juvenile, but it's me being honest on what I want, and how I feel. I'm still working harder every day, if not, every other day, to be better with my art. I might not have my dream of being able to have a comic started before I am 20 that I can say was 'A life work' cause you can't get everything you want in life. But I'm still working to do my damnest to be the best I can be.
My new year's resolution is to be a bit more open with my feelings, take a bit more hold of my life, and make sure I give myself and my art the best chance at a great future.
Too all those that read this, thanks for listening to my rant, and I'm sorry I don't have any festive art for you. I hope that at the end of 2012, that I can succeed in making jaw dropping art. Thanks for reading.
I mean, sure. Some people will say, "I can't even draw what you do, STFU!" but still. I've been left in the dust in almost everything I do by friends, and even with art I am. I don't wanna be just as good as my friends; I wanna be 'Great', to where my ma won't just say, "Oh, nice" and I can make those really close to me sorta, well, proud or excited to see my art. Something I could do that'd make me more so unique. I can't say I really am to many of my friends, and I'd mean a lot if I could.
I guess this could sorta be seen as something juvenile, but it's me being honest on what I want, and how I feel. I'm still working harder every day, if not, every other day, to be better with my art. I might not have my dream of being able to have a comic started before I am 20 that I can say was 'A life work' cause you can't get everything you want in life. But I'm still working to do my damnest to be the best I can be.
My new year's resolution is to be a bit more open with my feelings, take a bit more hold of my life, and make sure I give myself and my art the best chance at a great future.
Too all those that read this, thanks for listening to my rant, and I'm sorry I don't have any festive art for you. I hope that at the end of 2012, that I can succeed in making jaw dropping art. Thanks for reading.
I Have a Fur Affinity!
Heya! I have an account on FA now, and am a bit more active there! If anyone who sees this is interested, please check it out and watch me, and fave my stuff there! It'd mean a lot! Thanks again!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/harshhusky/
Changing names is for Squares
...I don't really have much on this topic. I like my username how it is, but if I were to change it, it'd confuse people unless it was super small of a change.
And then if someone changed it, and their avatar, by damn.... I'm not sure I'd be able to find them ever again. Thank goodness DA gives you notifications on that sorta thing at least.
Busy/Apologies to Mirera
As some of you know, I'm in College now. I've been so busy with all my homework and trying to take the little time I have to relax, that I haven't even been able to draw for myself, let alone the art trade I have with ~Mirera (https://www.deviantart.com/mirera) . I feel absolutely horrible as a friend to her, and for just anyone I haven't been talking to.
So, well... I'll post when I can, and I might even make an account switch to something else when I do get a chance. I dunno... I'm also not in the best of moods at the moment. Haven't been able to talk to my girlfriend in a while now and I know she's fine, but I just wanna talk to her at least.
*Shrugs* I'll see yall ar
QUIZ TIME~
~TO ALL MY WATCHERS; THIS INCLUDES MY ARTING STATUS!~
Sooo... I love to art and all still, blah blah blah, and I'll finish all my trades and stuff soon, buut... I'mma be on hiatus after, cause I have a new addiction I need to follow through and finish so I don't feel the need to play it all the time.
I got tagged by ~Mirera (https://www.deviantart.com/mirera) sooo... yeah!~
1. Favorite animal?
Foxes :3
2. Are you in love?
Yyyyyyyyyup~
3. Do you love or hate Twilight? (if you're neutral, like me, then say so. :3)
Meeehhhhh... Neutral.
4. Manga, or anime?
Manga
5. Do you get tired of hearing things like, "OH HURR, HE'S A WOLFABOO, SHE'S WEEABOOO, HURRHURR"?
Not r
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